Tuesday, February 2, 2010

series of cold nights


I really went through a lot trying to prove a point, because lately you have noticed that I seem to forget my responsibilities as a partner most especially in terms of communication. I should have been giving some reasons for what I feel. Perhaps I've been busy these past few days. I truly know that whenever we talk, you just want to have the best of it, the best of me and the best of us. Well, you might think this is just a joke but this is not; I am really longing to have quality times with you. I want to see you and hang out with you. Really.

And I want to say sorry if I hurt your feelings... I know that I have hurt you for what I've done these past few days and now I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping that we could be OK again. I don’t want bad times with you. I really cherish those moments when everything was going great, and we're so cool. So please forgive me for what I’ve said and done. I guess I just needed to vent and let you know how I feel… Please don't take my venting the wrong way. I do want you and don't want to lose you. And I know that would just make me even more imperfect than I already am.

Such a cliché but I always want to thank you for all the support, love and care. Though you've been through a lot of trouble and sacrifices in loving me, it doesn't matter to you; you’re always there loving me continuously. I know it's complex for us to tell the future, but whatever the outcome of our relationship is, I just want you to know that I've never regretted any moment of our relationship and I will cherished the good and bad memories of what we had together. I know that I'm good at showing you but honestly, I could hardly take the reality of losing you. I can’t give you up. And yeah… I’ll forever be thankful that you came into my life. You’re my protector and my angel. Though I don't always say this to you, I wanted you to know that I love you a lot and I hope that you know that. I can't afford to let you go because you're also the reason why I’m happy now.

Thanks for everything and take care always!


If loving you was wrong, I don't want to be right and if living without you is right, I would rather be wrong all my life. I love you!